Judgements

Judgements

It has been close to ... 1 month plus since school started. I entered the new school that i'm going to gain my knowledge for the next 3 years, half-heartedly . Why half-heartedly ? Coz i expect to get into my 2nd choice . And ended up , i get into my first choice . Oh my .. And everything starts to go topsy turvy .

Must be wondering why i put the current course as my 1st choice , right ? Look , back then when i had to decide which course that i wanted to enrolled in , i was busy with my internship with the company . I had no time to think about the course that i wished to enrolled in ( p/s: i did think but i did not give much a thought about it ) , not much time given to research on the courses online . So on the day that i'm supposed to submit the online application , i just think of the courses that i've thought and just place as my first choice , so on and so forth .

I totally have no interest in Engineering , however , i know it's not the right time to give up , so i'm just gonna set a positive mindset , in shaa Allah , i really hope to graduate from this course .

BUT !

Yes there is always a "but" , i'm just not comfortable with the grading system in this school . The students enrolled in here will be marked based on the class participation , so , let me tell you , i kinda had enough with all this ..? No matter how much i participated , it will always be a "B" grade .

Ofc you do not expect me to be a chatterbox in the class . It's the same thing . When one talks , everyone in the team listens . And when that particular team member talks , the lecturer will always be there . When it comes to my turn to contribute my ideas , where on earth did the lecturer gone to ?

*Tada*

Yes , kinda frustrating . I believe that a lecturer's role is to observe everyone in the class . But i have this concern , can this lecturer multitask ? If yes , yes it's fair . If not , then it's not fair for the lecturer to go table by table to observe those who spoke their ideas . And the teams after us (especially those members who have contributed significantly to the discussion) , when the lecturer came to the team and the unlucky member have nothing to say as they have already contributed their part earlier before the lecturer arrives , will be judged as not contributing and not active in class participation .

Membingitkan bukan ?

?.? I'm confused ?.?