Hati

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh ~

Jengjengjeng ! I'm back , heeheehee ! (;

I'm not too sure on where and how to start .. hmmm .. OHYES ! Integration Camp ! Recently a member of that organisation called me , at first i thought of rejecting the call (coz i didnt know whose number it belongs to) , so i plucked up my courage to picked up the call . Oh , lemme tell you . I was stoked . Hahaha ! Yes ! I thought they would not call me , ever again , coz i didn't participate in their actvities that much . I'm so moved by them , they still called me to keep me updated of their activities that is coming up . And yes , there will always be this one activity that i'm always looking forward to , which is Integration Camp . Looking forward to the High Elements especially ! However , here comes the main problem ....

Main Problem No.1

I couldn't attend the camp (which is sadly , the thing that i'm looking forward to !! D:) . *flashbacks* What exactly happened ??? During the Mid of October , my lecturer informed us of an OCSP trip to KL that is happening this December . Well , i thought , why not if i participate in this activity , it would be good for my portfolio . But before that , i gave it a thought . And i prayed hard that the Integration Camp will not clashed with the KL trip . (p/s: before that no one told me of the Integration Camp , so i assumed that this year there'll be no Integration Camp) I sighed thinking about it . I wanted to go for KL trip , but i won't be able to forgive myself if the Integration Camp pops up closer to the day of the KL trip itself . So , i asked my 2 bestf , Mina and Hidayah , if they're interested to go for the KL trip , they're ACTUALLY INTERESTED ! However , Hidayah wants to go for the class Chalet , so i can't stop her . It's her decision though , i can't stop her from going to events that she wanted to go . In the end , me and Mina signed up for the KL trip . Without my favourite kittymeowtheirritatingnakmampstapicutegirlbods ! D: Unfortunately , there were only 2 vacancies during that point of time .

A few weeks or days later (p/s: i couldn't recall as im growing a day older so please stop questioning about my STM) , our lecturer told us of a vacancy for the KL trip and asked if anybody was interested to join me and Mina . And guess what ?! Hidayah shows her interest to join us ! So she signed the form and yes ! The TRIOs is back in action ! When there's Ain , there's Mina and Ji . When there's Mina , there's Ain and Ji . When there's Ji , there's Mina and Ain . Hahahaha ! xD Last year , the TRIOs went for the Integration Camp . So , whenever it comes to outdoor activities , it will always be us ! xD

Main Problem No.2

After a week or so , Hidayah showed and told me of an Integration Camp that is happening this December . I KNEW IT THIS WOULD HAPPEN ! My instincts told me that high chance , 99.99% it is from the Organisation that i participated their activity last year and i badly wanted to go for their event this year . I was super shocked when Hidayah showed me her friend's insta post of the Integration Camp . And , i examined the post . Coz it was clearly stated that it is an Integration Camp , so my mind told me to check if there's any logo of that organisation . Nope . There wasn't any logo of the organisation . I sighed as my mind told me high chance the camp , is organised from the Organisation itself .

So recently , a member of the organisation contacted me to inform me of the recent activity that will be happening this coming December , Integration Camp . At that point of time , i didn't know what to respond .. I said that i'm going for the KL trip . And it clashes . They are willing to let me go during the 2nd day of the camp if i'm interested to join them . Hahaha ^^ Cool sey ! After i hanged up , i texted Mina and Hidayah , they showed no interest to join the camp as the dates close to the KL trip . Hidayah told me that i could go alone .. But ... Sigh ..

Utterly disappointed . In myself . Why must this thing happened to me ? Kenapa tarikh dia kena bertembung antara satu sama lain ? But whatever it is , Allah knows whatever He is doing . So i should stop questioning all this , coz ada hikmah disebalik apa yang berlaku . Ain truly miss my high elements ! (':

Sabar je lah .... Ain berdoa yang dorang akan call lagi kalau ada event yang seterusnya , in shaa Allah , i'll help out or participate if i'm free (':