This is ME

Assalamualaikum wr wb ~

This is me . I overthink frequently . I'm complicated . I'm very unpredictable . When i'm sad , i can't think straight . Idk what's wrong with me nowadays . I'll get annoyed when the person that i expect understands me the most , is the person that doesn't understand me at times . I'm very egoistic , and that somehow annoys me as well .

Current Thoughts

1. My Exam Results

So stress and worried over my results . I think i do well for M5 but obviously not M6 . If i could recalled , before the exam , my lecturer for M6 gave us a mock exam , i did good enough , Alhamdulillah . You know that feeling when you did good , you instantaneously feel good . Yeah , i still remembered how i felt back then . I thought the exam paper would be at the same level as the mock exam paper . But i was so wrong . I did studied for my M6 , but i didn't study all of it . Tell me which student would remember all the points . Not me ofc . I remembered the points that my lecturer told me is important . And when i attempt the exam paper , i can say 25% of the things that is important is on the paper . So guys , do you understand how i feel ?

Polytechnic .. Ermmm .. Choosing of the courses ..

I love sailing , yes you can guess what course that i'm interested in . Nautical Studies . I'm not sure if im able to answer the interview questions . And the test . I badly want to get into this course so badly . D: I don't like the courses that involves programming . I'm weak in it . I love the stuff that guys usually loves . Second , maritime business . Yes , i love to be in the maritime sector . Third , Digital Forensics . Forth and fifth choices .. still clueless . :|